I'm going to try my hardest to wrap my head around something.
Island life has done one thing for my brain...it's wrecked my way of placing my memories. Thus, I always feel like yesterday was the day we arrived here. Today he went for his 1st day of 1st day at his "new" school. Tomorrow he'll go to his first pack meeting with Pack 388.
Newsflash to my anal retentive mind.
Yesterday was 2 3/4 years of being stationed on this island.
Today HS went to his "old" school and is writing cursive for his 3rd grade teacher.
Tomorrow he'll need to complete another elective for his Bear silver arrow points, for a pack that we have been members of for almost three years.
Zoinks! Our Pack's Annual Blue & Gold Banquet really hit home to me. OK...so we were suppose to "Step Back in Time" to Cub Scouting's history. However, I don't ever hit the nail with being up to the same par as others so I will allow myself to enjoy...stepping back in time...my way. An honestly, I need to do so in order to remember why it is that I am doing what I am with my HH, my HS, and a Pack that has seen so much growth.
Our Pack was a very small pack when we joined. HS was in one of only one den of Tigers...6 strong. The pack was comprised of maybe at it's very most 15 scouts...on a good day to count. He was addicted instantly. He loved the camaraderie and he loved the challenge. It didn't hurt that they gave him little beads and shiny things to put on his belt. HH and I were clueless in Seattle as far as Scouting was concerned. The Pack was very small, the leaders few and most pulling three "volunteer" jobs just to keep the Pack running.
Those who joined, instantly saw the hidden gem in this pack.
Those we saw the gem, were hooked.
HS's Wolf year was simply a-MAZ-ing. We all got so involved that by mid Wolf year, HS was watching me den lead a group of 12 scouts and HH moved up to Cubmaster with a Pack of about 32. We watched as he dove into his Wolf book and became friends with those in his den. He was no longer the "new" Scout and enjoyed getting to know all the other Scouts, both old and new. By the end of his Wolf year, we were all energized to make the Pack as outstanding as we could. This time, the Pack had many eager leaders step up to provide assistance with that quest. No longer was the Pack led by a small group of "heroic" leaders with big hearts. They now had a true committee and leadership team with big hearts.

Now as a Bear, HS is still addicted to the world of Scouting, his den is one of two Bear den both teetering at about 7 scouts with both having not only a den leader, but a den assistant. The pack is a whopping 50 Scouts strong with ample leadership. We've participated in fantastic fundraisers so that we do have extra funds for "fun" things and tokens of appreciation. Many countless activities earn this Pack the 2010 Quality Unit Award and the National Summertime Award, both for the 1st times in a long time for this pack. We are eager to keep shooting for the stars, with the hopes that more parents will "catch" the bug of scouting.
At the beginning of the summer as a Bear, we tell HS that I will be stepping out of the role as den leader. He doesn't assume I'm leaving the leadership team, instead, he asks what role I'm going to do now... He watches as we tackle the world of the "Pack" as Cubmaster and Pack Committee Chair. We stay extremely involved in his den, but now must cheer on all the other dens and take both the good and the bad of dealing with parents. He maintains his pride in us and I'm thrilled that he finds the heart to do so. His actions speak volumes to a heavy heart.
Yep. I've stepped back in time. I so desire for HS to look back on his childhood and remember. Remember that even when his Dad and I were frustrated, feeling like we weren't ever leading this pack in the right direction, and contemplating stepping aside and letting someone else try their hand, we wanted only the best we could give to him and to his other fellow scouts. That's why I can't recall the exact times of his Cub Scouting journey. I live it with him. Every day. With pride.